hello.
i have failed my final theory for driving again (7th time). tried to study but fell asleep 12 minutes later. and ya, i guess i forgot to add that i failed because i didn't even go to take it (7th time also). :P hahaha aiyah, i am like giving up on driving. kinda sad because i keep going on having such encouraging never-give-up theories on my blog and yet have this defeatus mentality. i guess this is my giant. ah, what gives. see how la.

well, i finally did something i always wanted though - i visited pulau ubin. just last week, i went over to the island with a couple of close friends. it was chaotic. the elements (and nicholas tan's leg cramp) tried to stop us but we braved through a thunderstorm, watch nicholas balancing on couple-bikes, climbed up slopes, survived toothpick bicycle seats that made our butt sore and saved friend from her fall! the whole experience was beautiful. the island really brought out our kampong, adventurous side. we have great pictures as well!

this week, i have been spending a big portion of my time with the region and it is making me remember many things. i have been soul searching and thinking about the routes that i will take in my future. i question myself if i want to stay where i am or move on and do things that everyone attempts. do i go for the trial and error and taste the world? or not? hahah but i guess sometimes i just allow myself to get caught up with the rest of the world and the millions of possibilities. you lust over the different paths of life, dream about the maybes and think of the past that were 'feel good'......that you forget what that is truly important to you.

sigh, i love my God and i love the people He placed me with. i love my family and respect their love for me. i love my talent and i love what i am doing. but of course everything has a price tag and i know that choosing this path will require me to fight constantly with my limitations. but i guess no choice right. i had to fall in love. :)

oh, and happy birthday tuck. michelle tham too. all the best to megan!